FlagpoleSitta

I started out a perfectly normal boy until I became a sex object for the manager of a skating rink I frequented in the late 1980’s and early 1990’s. During those six years of our relationship, I started being attracted to other boys at school and at the skating rink. Because I now knew a lot about sex and how it felt, I found myself daydreaming of being with them, all the while, being hit on by girls left and right.

But as I got older and realized the preferred life of society is heterosexual, I did my best to hide my attraction to boys and gave in to all the girls who hit on me. I dated only girls just like all my friends. But I wasn’t nearly as impressed with pussy as they were. I just couldn’t see what all the hype was about. Now tits, yes…I LOVE those!! Especially when they are either flat or very small. SHOW ME BOOBIES!! I still get hard playing with those. So I thought maybe I’m bisexual. But other than their tits, beautiful skin, nice curves and sexy clothes, that’s where my attraction to women ends.

I’ve always wanted tits of my own and now that I’m single and intend to stay that way, I’ve become increasingly interested in taking hormones. Not long enough to fully transition, but just enough to grow small boobs that I can still hide under my everyday clothes. So if anyone out there has any information on how to obtain them discreetly, please let me know.

Anyway, because of this guy so many years ago, I wanted dick, to put it bluntly. But I couldn’t say a word and definitely couldn’t date a boy. So I continued to pretend to be straight. I dated many women. Some of them were mom’s and I even married a couple of them. But I couldn’t keep faking this. I couldn’t keep being with women because my desire to be with a guy always interfered. I’d have short little flings with boys in between dating girls. But because no one knew I was gay, those relationships couldn’t go anywhere and didn’t last.

I’ve been single since 2013 when my then girlfriend caught me having sex on our bed with a guy I met on Grindr when she was SUPPOSED to be out of town. I was having sex in exactly the same position her and I had preferred; her lying on her back, legs hanging off the side and me standing in front of her so it would be easy to pull right out and cum all over her chest and stomach; except I was in her position and he was in mine. The icing on the cake was the fact that I had my own cum all over me (his was inside me) and her sister was with her. They both walked into the room and saw EVERYTHING! She even yelled at her and slapped her on the arm, “I told you he was gay!” 😱 How embarrassing.

While her and I had a good five and a half year run up to that point, I always had thoughts of being with guys, even fantasizing about them every time we had sex. With her height, muscle tone, skinny body and flat chest, that made it extremely easy. I’d also frequently wear women’s clothes when she wasn’t around. After she left me, I decided then to just stay single forever. That way, I can sleep with whoever I want, whenever I want.

That’s a brief story of my life. If you want to know more, including my experience with my very first orgasm (which was technically a sissygasm) just send me a message. I love chatting with people who share similar interests